The first reading for February indicated happiness and that was not the case! In fact, there was a considerable amount of unhappiness this week due to the actions, or more so the lack of actions of one of my friends. I was definitely exuding nervousness to the one I love though and I tried to hide this, or at least expose it to a minimum, but I’m pretty sure my success rate was zero.
Reading 6 was a very curious one. This is primarily because it was completely inaccurate to this week, yet very predictive of events occurring in week 8 of 2016. I had commenced my new house hunt at the start of February so houses were prevalent in my life, however the one I developed a strong bond with wasn’t found for 2 more weeks. Having said that, my worries in relation to my house hunt were indeed almost at an end this week.
Reading 7 was bang on the money in every regard. A negative influence was having a very negative effect on me. There was no situation that required me to stand my ground, however I did take actions to attempt to dull the negativity. I also received a phone call that potentially promised luck, money and friendship.
Reading 8 suggested a friend unknown has a health scare. If they did, they still remain unknown to me! Otherwise an important goal was achieved with my finding my new house and signing the lease.
Letters – Snake – Ship – Dog – Cross – Child – Stork
News awaited will shortly arrive and when it does I should keep it to myself.
An important trip with a friend is destined, as is pregnancy.
‘There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.’
~ Maya Angelou ~
‘Your personal brand should be like water: not only clear, but transparent to the public. People thirst for that, and they will drink you up.’
~ Jarod Kintz ~
‘The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.’
~ Ernest Hemingway ~
2016 has gotten off to a strange start.
January was a write off with my being sick for the greater proportion of it, and my children sick for the remainder of it, whereas February has been a buzz of activity on every front as I approach another major life change. I’m thankful that the buzz of activity has taken a positive slant, albeit the occasional negative jab has struck me.
One thing that I’m finding though is I’m feeling a wealth of emotion, in particular with regards to friends. Again, I seem to be experiencing a patch of shitness with my friends letting me down in various ways. If they’re not changing plans at the last minute, they’re absent, they’re not being entirely honest with me or they’re being insincere while appearing, or trying to appear, sincere. Previous experiences have taught me that the jumping up and down and yelling approach doesn’t work in gaining their attention, anybodies attention really. I’ve tried the softly softly approach with one person and surprisingly that fell way short of the mark. With the others I’ve decided that it’s best to just smile and say nothing. Ultimately, I’m yet again realising who my true friends are. There is an element of sadness that’s associated with this, but more so I’m rolling my eyes thinking to myself ‘not again’.
Am I just a shit judge of character? Or am I just that shit of a person that I cause people to dislike me so much they can’t stand to be my friends? Depending on the day dictates which answer I choose, but it would be nice to have those that call themselves my friends by my side during this time in my life. My spidey senses tell me that won’t happen.
‘The only difference between me and others is that they think they can change something with cute little poems, nice cards or embracing trees and being nice to little lapdogs.’
~ Henry Rollins ~
Book – Dog – Coffin – Whip – Rider – Tree – Key
A friend unknown has a health scare and news awaited will arrive which will see an important goal achieved.
‘There is peace even within the storm.’
~ Vincent van Gogh ~
‘Together we all live every moment
On the very brink;
The razor’s edge
Of ecstasy or disaster.’
~ Scott Hastie ~